...What's been going on in my life for the last week and a half has been incredibly painful and incredibly intense. I do not question its necessity.
Sometimes I just know I'm being carried. An email from a friend said it best: "It sounds like you are carrying your Self and being carried on wings of love."
I believe that.
What I do find interesting however, is how my blogs up until this point were so intuitive. Funny how you can't see what's right under your nose, isn't it?? Denial is such a powerful defense. I'm quite grateful for it actually. We're amazing creatures, aren't we??
I trust my process now more than ever. I am a living breathing process, constantly cycling in one way or another through the 5 stages of self-healing: Embryonic, Creeping, Crawling, Standing, & Walking. The process applies to everything. When I learned about it at my Nia White Belt Intensive, I had no idea it was going to apply to my entire life. "Baby, what a big surprise. RIGHT before my very eyes." (Yes, a corny Peter Cetera reference...deal with it. Summerfest is coming, okay?)
"You must do the things you think you cannot do."
Eleanor Roosevelt
Yes Ma'am.
And then...
"You can never really live anyone else's life, not even your child's. The influence you exert is through your own life, and what you've become yourself."
Eleanor Roosevelt
Indeed.
Friday, May 15, 2009
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